Mid-life crisis,

Sorry to hear about your predicament. Yes, life is not easy but that's life.
But don't lose hope. Take each day as a blessing, we are all warriors of life.
We work for those who we love, we feed them, clothe them, house them.
This is a noble deed as long as you earn an honest living.

It is risky for you to move given your age. Age discrimination is a reality, just face it.
Maybe you should keep your life more interesting by engaging in other activities such as
social work or take up a hobby. You can also learn new skills like investing which will
benefit you if you are good.

Go for a long holiday to recharge yourself and come back refreshed.