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Originally Posted by Unregistered
I was in a depression like you for 1- 2years, some personal matters. At work, all colleagues avoided me, as i remained total quiet and silent......I assume if i don't bother them and they don't bother me, it will be a fine... it's not.
My depression blinded me to see every negative, my inside world is like hell.... everything response from other, I take it totally negative.....all new tasks assigned to me I view it like punishment for disliking me...
See a doctor for help... get yourself cure from depression....
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I kept wanting to get back at my previous superiors, I had a chance to do it on the day I was fired but I thought I used my intelligence to re-channel the energy to doing whats the future for me but I couldn't control the rage. and it let loose and ballooned to what I am today.
I have a fear of corporate office, evident in my interview yesterday.
I have a fear of how strangers look at me.
I have a lack of confidence.
I already inform my family, please be mentally prepared I will take long to come out of it.
People tell me to lie in interviews, but i am not a good liar.