Hi guys, thks for the encouragement & kind words. I know thr r still good people around & good things that can overcome all the bad that has happened.

I am now getting ready for my interview. I have been to quite a lot of interviews this year. Believe it or not, sometimes i even make it to the 2nd or even 3rd interviews & end up not getting a job!

Al, thks for the migration advice. Yes, i've always thought about migration. In fact my parents are in Texas USA, & i've tried there for a while, & actually loved it. And i actually lived in Sydney too for 3years, during my studies. And my siblings are there. They evetually stayed on & are now citizens there. Lovely place, not as fast paced & they are all earning big & stress free, going back at 5pm everyday. (BUT HUGE TAX! haha)..

BUT i also realised Singapore still has its good, so I wont give up yet. Especially since my son is here, & if i dont see him at least once every 2 weeks, i suffer too much inside. So my 5year old son is the main reason, why i'm alive now & still struggling in spore.

ok.I better get ready for my interview now..dont want to be late!

thanks again guys.

Once, i was shortlisted over 300 candidates for a certain position. I was in the final 3 left..but alas, there was only 1 position to be filled & i lost it in the end..oh well..that made me shattered, but hey, thats life..i just tell myself, its ok.