Last hope: Feel for you mate. You don't need insincere and unloving people in your life. Singapore is really a mean place. If I were you, I would probably go overseas if possible and start afresh. Anyway, you've got nothing to lose. I recommend Down Under as a good place. (Don't worry ppl telling you about racism, it's only like 5% of the time). Be there for ages myself, and I love it. People are always willing to give you a 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th chance (Why do you think they take in refugees from Middle East and Vietnam?). Plus there's a MINIMUM wage. Yes there right, a minimum wage. If you are willing to work hard there, survival is not an issue.

Last hope: Life is so much more than this little Red Dot (actually the dot on the atlas is bigger than the land itself). It's last hope here, but plentiful of hope elsewhere. The world is SO BIG, why stay in this little congested arena?

Cheers mate, all the best!