You remind me a little of myself when I just started out. I'm doing well now. So don't ever give up. My advice is to just do whatever job you can now. Save up. When times are better, join a company with good benefits. Consider part-time studies. Ask yourself what you want in life. 26 is not too late. Thete is no shortcut to success. Must work hard. Skin must be thick. Best of luck 👍