What!!!! serious!!!! i will be super super godliked angry If I don't clear the panel + get into the program. by having so many people for various stages but so few people that can get in it is surely a waste of my time for even applying for this program.

So many months of waiting and uncertainty (nearly half a year!!!!) ......... + the extraordinary amount of effort and time needed to prepare for the many stages (at least 2 full weeks of my lifetime spent on this!!!!) ....... This is simply not worthwhile with the miserable number of 11 chosen in the end out of thousand over initial applicants!

F***ing hell. pui