Nothing to be envious about
Life is endless suffering cycles
Now the ranting of traineeship is toning down.
when you lucky to be associates, another set of problems will come in

Then when you past 30/40s single and put on weight and hair dropping
you wonder if it’s all worth it or not
by then it is too late.
all the money you earn can’t buy back your health and time with family.

moral of story? if you get retained, good. if not, there’s also inherent goodness.

just take life as it comes and not be overly anxious.