I think your main concern is about your relationships. 32 is too early to give up on relationships. I have a 37 year old friend who just started dating and he found his gf through a matchmaking app. If you do not try anything to change, it is like how you described your mid-life crisis - wallow in self-pity and spiral down the line of despair. Talk to your married friends or colleagues and get some support.

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