Haha friend, energy trading operations =/= cargo operator...

You have much to learn about the industry. I suggest you go and do a bit more research online and try to network and find out more. In the meantime my personal advice is go and apply other jobs which have a chance of being successful.

Don't waste months and years looking for something you never had much of a chance to start with. Insiders will know large part of it is luck of just happening to know the right people at the right time.