I also lost my job year 2019, day before CNY. I was lucky and landed on new role after 4.5 months of jobless. I was driving grab all day to cover my daily expense when i am jobless. bro and sister, please do not give up. Please do not stay home. Look for some temp job and make yourself busy. this can made u less depress..when you busy you dont have time to think negative and you also have min income to feed yourself and your love one. Morale of the story, make yourself happy, we can influence the interviewer if chance is given. Better position is waiting you in the near future.